So I lay down to sleep last night and all I kept on thinking about was tomorrow will be another Thanksgiving without Amelie. We were never blessed with celebrating Thanksgiving nor any occasion or holiday with her and I guess that will always be one of those things that stays with us.
Iâ€™m torn of how I should feel because itâ€™s the first holiday we celebrate with our beloved son and yet another holiday that is without our precious princess. I remember last year on this day I told Paul that I am thankful for Amelieâ€¦just thankful I am her mom and I got to hold our perfect little girl. Well this year my thanks is much the sameâ€¦I am thankful for being a mom to the 2 greatest kids in the world. I am thankful for Paul, our friends and family who have been there for us through the good and bad. I am thankful for life, although many times I wish it was mine that was lost not Amelieâ€™s. But I am thankful I am here to witness a semi-perfect picture of our family.
Happy Thanksgiving to all! Especially to my friends who have lostâ€¦its different for us but special, all the same.